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05 Apr 2010 Leave a Comment
in boys and what they do to my heart, Gods love
Yup
prepare to face the challenges its okay to cry, you might see them again, things might remind you of hard things you have dealt with but you can over come by the blood of the lamb (by God sending his son to die and rise again that we may rise our of our troubles and out of this world when we die to be with him in heaven forever if only we believe in him)
accept that you cannot change what has happened in the past and God holds your future and holds you through that past and has taken you from it
let go, give it to God who can take the burden off of you by getting rid of stuff that reminds you of the past
take it slow write out your thoughts in a letter to that person or just poems or what not and then get rid of it, throw it away, get rid of old pictures and let your memory be the last bit
dont make rash decisions that could bring you back to that emotional time, or calling that person or doing anything that you wouldnt want someone else to do to you its part of letting go
believe in God that all things are possible, that there is a reason for what has happened and God never leaves you so you are not alone.
Ecclesiastes 8:6
For there is a proper time and procedure for every delight, though a man’s trouble is heavy upon him.
Ecclesiastes 3:10 &11
I have seen the burden God has laid on men. He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the hearts of men; yet they cannot fathom what God has done from beginning to end.
Tue 11/25/2008 5:17 PM
30 Mar 2010 Leave a Comment
in boys and what they do to my heart
There are these times I lay in bed and miss you
From my toes to my head
I ache to see your beautiful smile, and just lay under the stars with you for a while
I love being in your arms I feel so protected and its warm, so soft and my world is alright just being at your side
If I blew you a kiss would it get to you by tomorrow?
If you hold my hand I know everything is alright even if only for a little while
So let’s pretend we are together tonight and dance in the rain to our sweet thunderstorm
Our hearts fused together, no other way to explain it
Your eyes make me melt; your songs start my racing heart
And your voice causes the butterflies in my stomach
(name left intentionally blank) if only you could see how amazing you are to me
And just the thought of us not being together freaks my soul
The deepest part of me is just shattered at the look at your face from the distance knowing that I don’t even belong to you in anyway, it hurts
My heart is yours and I give it to you freely like a sweet song that goes on forever that we can dance to into eternity
My eyes cry at this emptiness this ugliness that I can’t hide my face shows the emotion that I don’t ever want to feel
Please call me back to this unanswered prayer that I can’t find words to describe my heart of horrors
I want this tragic black and white nightmare to end but I’m awake and it won’t go away
My fingers shake as they write words that my heart can’t bear to read
I ask you with my last plea, love me
As I run away from myself you disappear into the night with that cold glance that cold glance in sight
I wish I had more strength to keep going, but something is in my path maybe it is a light…
Guessing your thoughts, or even trying to gather mine does not work, I try to figure it out but it just flat out hurts. I don’t know what you’re doing right now or if you’re thinking about me but I can’t get you out of my head and I the adventure is starting up are we at the climax or the mixed up plot..I’m glad I’m not the writer or else id be stuck in a rut
These turns twist me upside down
I honestly don’t know and I’m glad you can’t see these tears I’ve cried when I’m in my own demise and the power within me isn’t very strong that’s why I need God to help me all along
End my confusing, do what you must and try to be sweet as you smash me in the dust
